I saw interviews by rapper years ago about the sick shit he has done to both men and women. Plus there is the Keefe'd/Tupac murder allegations hanging over his head.
It was hard because I wasn't paying attention to certain things. Stuff like crafting, storing and properly understanding the map. Am now on chapter 6 and have to say it's a good game.
Try Last Of Us 2. You get to play Ellies and Abis story which mixes it up well. Helps you to understand things from both sides perspectives. Story isn't good as the first one but living up to that was always going to be difficult.