Mpache

Because I'm alive. If I were to commit suicide tomorrow, would you say the same? Jesus fucking christ.

The only reason I don't commit suicide is because I'm a chicken. That won't be me, and I look ahead in life as I know there's better to come. However, I've reached the point where I feel like a broken human. There's you misunderstanding me again. People don't like to hear about suicide comments, and ridicule those comments until it actually happens and people start to regret lot.

I don't care about the before. I don't use my mental health in other moments as far as I remember. We're talking about the now. I chose to be a dick to Tommy because he mocked my mental health, and I hate that against anyone. Not just myself.

My attitude is a myth. I've been a dick here before, why am I being that now? Because of that. If I was being a dick, I would have been rude to Cicero/Machado. Was I? No I don't think I was. I don't care if every single member of the forum turns against me. Again, I could get my friends to make fun of you if you thought the earth was round.

Can they? Most of my mental health issues can stem from my autism which makes me more naive. Last time I checked, autism can't be cured.

Then you haven't looked enough. Go into the "We need to talk" thread and see the difference between Cicero/Machado and Tommy. I don't care if I took it out of context. It was a genuine plea for some advice, and instead I get a gif of someone rolling his eyes ffs.

I better not see someone on this forum lamenting a suicide death ever again, like they did with Claude. It's hypocritical to the death. The first step to understanding mental health, is to not mock it. To understand when someone is going through hardships and not having a go at them.

Yes, Whiskey is 100% right. I'm going in circles with people who would rather defend their friend than admit they are wrong. It's essentially fighting a losing battle. Then they try to tell me mental health awareness is good in modern society.

I did want help with that yesterday, and I was going to talk to Cicero and Machado who were being genuine. Tommy's post was mocking mental health, which he has done time and time again. That's the thing that gets me, and that goes for anyone. Not just on this forum. Mocking mental health is as bad as racism, xenophobia, sexism and homophobia. It's not considered that yet in this society, but sooner or later it will. Because it encourages suicide.

Could be a good idea, I have a few tracks I'm working on. I'll see how I feel after this whole conundrum is finished. I'm really just waiting for the University applications to open up.

Tommy posted this in the mental health thread in reply to my problems. So much for "he's not mocking your mental health bla bla bla" https://talkfootball365.com/topic/527-mental-health/?do=findComment&comment=387019

I want Tommy to be reprimanded and want mocking mental health to be taken as seriously as racism, because they are just as bad as each other. Tommy can poke fun at me if he wants, I don't really care. I only care if I post something whether it's in a mental health thread or a newly created one and he decides to post something to have a go at it. One thing is regular bullying which I'm going to have to learn to deal with, but when it comes to my mental health being mocked, that's a whole different ball game. Not that either is OK, but the latter is a much more serious and punishable issue.

No he didn't, and even if it was, that's still misunderstanding depression and mental health. Tommy said this And I posted above how attention seeking is caused by mental disorder. Clear proof and you choose to ignore it to have your way. Want to know why I wanted the thread locked? Because I regretted making that post, which clearly shows I wanted to let off steam and was frustrated, which has happened to me a million times before. I felt bad that I let my own mental health defeat me there, which is a symptom of me not doing so well. The fact Tommy mocked it and Cicero/Machado who have mocked me many times before both wanted to help, tells you all you need to know. Seriously, I've presented scientific proof, told you the difference between someone wanting to help and someone who is trying to be funny, and you still deny it. There is nothing you can do to convince me otherwise. Nothing. Give over, and don't try to cherry pick arguments to defend Tommy when he is clearly in the wrong.

That's like discriminating a black person with 2 others trying to help and then being told to get over it. I agreed with you because you made a genuine post to help and admitted you aren't MH experts. However, that doesn't mean Tommy did not mock my mental health and you are indirectly admitting it. This is the only place in the world where you'd defend your friend in order to try and hide his mistakes.

He did, you literally just said "people tried to talk with you". A gif of someone rolling his eyes isn't "someone trying to talk to me". Cicero, Machado were being genuine, Tommy wasn't. End of. If Tommy said the N word, you would say he wasn't being racist. That's the point we've gotten to now. Stop denying it, it's pathetic. I showed a few people the conversation and they all agreed it was mocking my mental health.

Ok, no. I said I was doing something, and said I would "properly reply in a bit". I was being a dick to Tommy who was mocking my mental health. Don't even try to twist things. I used this thread because the staff were trying to fuel their opinion even after it was locked. Which you shouldn't do. When it's locked, it means just leave it. God its not rocket science. Regarding the racism comments, I am saying it's the same as mocking mental health. Racist comments encourage discrimination. Mocking mental health encourages suicide. Seriously, just admit you are all wrong and walk away. You're literally twisting arguments now to have your way.

Why do you think I behave "like a dick"? When you have your mental health mocked, as tiring as it gets, what am I supposed to do? What I want is a bit more empathy when I make a post like that thread yesterday. The thread was fine until Tommy did his usual thing. Seriously, I get he's your friend but there's no defending what he did. He could be a racist and you'd still defend him. It's beyond a joke at this point. I agree that I need real professional help, but letting off a bit of steam can happen and that IS a symptom of bad mental health.

Finally a good post which I agree with. However, it doesn't save the whole "mental health is an excuse" rhetoric which is the kind of comment that people say to manipulate an argument. Again, that just shows a lack of understanding. There is no proof you can present to me to show otherwise. It's a symptom of mental health, end of. Anyways, I feel a bit better today. Needed a long nights sleep.

If you’re seriously defending Tommy when he clearly mocked my mental health for like the 15th million time, then it’s best to ban me for the good of everyone. the fact mental health is seen as an “excuse” in any scenarios is why suicides continue to happen to a massive rate, and then people lament it for a day before doing their usual thing again.

I appreciate your post, but this above is bollocks. Behaviour can be impacted by mental health. I was blamed for playing the "me me me" or attention seeking card, which IS a symptom of depression. https://www.bridgestorecovery.com/blog/look-at-me-attention-seeking-behavior-as-a-symptom-of-psychological-distress/ Also caused by loneliness, which I do go through especially in these times. Stop defending Tommy, he mocked my mental health and has done it again and again and again. If you use racist slurs and then say "you took it out of context" does that make it OK?

I don't blame poor behaviour on mental health, I do blame it on paranoia and naivety though. The fact you're still denying the fact you mocked my mental health (on more than one occasion) is worrying.

You WERE mocking my mental health, don’t sugarcoat it. Just accept your mistake and don’t do it again. If I’m pulling the me card with a sympathy thread it probably means I’m at a low point. And yes, but not as regularly as I would like.

1. I am paranoid 2. you’re not disagreeing, you have mocked my mental health time and time again, resorting to the “you are saying me a lot” card failing to realize that’s a symptom of depression. 3. I am sick of enemies in general. Sometimes they make themselves, especially with how naive I am. You point out that I don’t “practice what I preach” but half the time you mock my mental health you’re just pushing someone off the edge further. I don’t care if it’s real life or a forum. I don’t want to come on here and be reminded of real life.

@Staff when a topic is locked, that means you shouldn't post any further, it doesn't matter how much you want to fuel your blinded hate even further. Grow the fuck up. I'm honestly sick of enemies.

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