Mpache

Have a lot of these Hockey players gotten COVID before, or is this the first team with a significant one? NBA has had all their outbreaks and not many games are postponed now as opposed to back in January/February.

I'm very close to caving and going to the Dominican Republic in June/July. They have not been hit too hard by COVID in comparison to other countries, and it's due time I visit. Norway at the moment is closed, so no point in planning to go there yet.

3 (for both categories). I just have too many bad experiences.

Let me put it this way - I am shy and hate taking risks. As a result: single since 2016, shag-less since 2018. In a way I like being single. I have complete freedom. But I do want to settle down with someone sooner or later.

I’m 23, and I’m looking to go to University but that feels like my last chance before having to use dating sites. Which sucks.

Reading this thread hurt. I hate taking risks but I’m not good in the love scene. At all. I’m too shy.

I'm the opposite, I'd rather hear the truth than have them lie to me and not explain why I've been blocked. It does hurt to hear the truth, but it helps me realize that 1. That person was shallow and not worth it 2. If it's something that can be improved upon, it helps me think more conciously. Not replying is a good sign though that they don't care, so I agree with that.

If you had bigger cities and not had the whole province basically be rural outside of Vancouver, you would be as bad as us and Quebec. Here in Ontario the only reason cases are surging is because the idiot that is Doug Ford opened up everything 2 weeks too early. That pretty much initiated the third wave.

I thought it was just Ontario with the third wave. Awful stuff. I'm still blaming Doug Ford though.

Norwegian Elkhound

Made a gif of my dog yesterday.

Just found this photo. A tear got away I think. The nostalgia hurts. Boca was my first love in the sport. If only I didn't develop a new love towards Peruvian sides, I would make them #1.

I agree. For those genuinely concerned, I will take your advice to get help. I'll take a short break off here. Won't be long though. Just need to breath after the tough day that was yesterday, and this proving to be no getaway. Thanks.

I think you're underestimating my long history on here. I got banned on the original TFF and spent the first 3 years just arguing with Teso, so people got annoyed and after he left at the start I had smug behaviour which had nothing to do with my mental health. I tried to change that but people didn't see it (not immediately anyways) so it's become popular to pick on me, which I try to take it lightly (although sometimes I don't). However, my mental health has been poked at more than once by Tommy. He could have been doing it as a harmless joke, but some people don't see it as that, and it came across as very hurtful to just make fun of me in that situation. It had been a very eye opening and hurtful day which took a huge dip in my morale by that point.

Yup, yesterday with my mother. I wasn't able to get my whole point across but she saw how much I was suffering.

Because everyone loves you mate. I've had a lot of fiascos on here. So people don't like me as much. I don't want to think I have enemies on here, but some people still take it too far, in a place with no generous regulation.

Anyways, I will get help. Don't worry about me. I appreciate the care shown at the end of this, and I will get the help right now, and will take a break off here. All I ask is more regulation on mocking mental health. Teso has done it before and got away many times (until his first suspension). For me, it's as bad as racism. I'll leave it there, but I need you all to seriously understand my situation. I'll disconnect and get some help. Those people who agreed with me on this conversation suggested that too. So I will.

How was that mocking my attitude? He literally said this, which is a clear lack of understanding of my situation and the symptoms of mental health and depression.

Yes, I agree. I need more professional help and WILL get it. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. The point I was making is that you lot are defending someone who is mocking my mental health, which was at a low point and then felt offended because I compared myself to Claude, which is a fair comparison given the state I am in. I can't talk to new people anymore, I am scared to talk to friends, I don't care about my future or getting COVID. Tommy is just proof that people do a lot to aggravate the issue and don't help. I appreciate you aren't mental health experts, but all I was asking for is friendly advice. Which is what I was getting until Tommy's post.

And people wanted to help, which I was going to reply to no? Cicero/Machado wanted to help, and I was going to talk to them. Tommy mocked my mental health. Which is beyond a joke, what's worse is you and the others went onto defend it. My mental health was mocked in that award thread too, which was even pointed out by some people in my absence. Yet the people here refused to listen.

I'm not, but that's only because I'm a chicken. The point was I am at a serious low point and am a broken human. I am seeing people but I need to do it more regularly. If mental health awareness was so good, they wouldn't have mocked my mental health then go on to defend it for FUCKS SAKE!

I said that I'm being a dick because my mental health is being poked at. That's not OK in no scenario. Try to sugarcoat it all you want. I showed the convo to a few friends and they agree with me.

Because I'm alive. If I were to commit suicide tomorrow, would you say the same? Jesus fucking christ.

The only reason I don't commit suicide is because I'm a chicken. That won't be me, and I look ahead in life as I know there's better to come. However, I've reached the point where I feel like a broken human. There's you misunderstanding me again. People don't like to hear about suicide comments, and ridicule those comments until it actually happens and people start to regret lot.

I don't care about the before. I don't use my mental health in other moments as far as I remember. We're talking about the now. I chose to be a dick to Tommy because he mocked my mental health, and I hate that against anyone. Not just myself.