Bluewolf

I reckon they should all chip in and go buy their own gaff....

I am trying to sort a few things out to give us a break where I can just for our own sanity... just so much going on it's proving to be more difficult than I thought.. funny enough I was talking to my sister only this week and she asked how things were because her partner had noticed that I was a bit under the weather and not my normal self the last time they were up so we had a chat about a few things and she said we were always welcome to go stay with them for a bit if we needed a break, she does not have kids herself and when she sees all the stuff we are going through with ours and the grandchildren she is fine keeping it that way.. Strange really, I always thought that later in life the kids would have been all grown up and flown the nest like my eldest son has and yet we still have 3 and now we have their children in tow as well... it's just constant every day and I know it can't be good, I was always hoping that by now me an the other half would have been free to enjoy ourselves a bit more and pursue things we might like but it's not panning out like that at all... I mean we have had Leelah living with us for over 4 years now and now we have Mia as well and we have had one holiday for 5 days in that whole time where it was just me and the missus... Now I am not an over emotional type person or anything by any stretch but it's clear to me that I am not the same person I was a year ago, my outlook has been less positive and if you knew me personally you might find that hard to believe because on the outside I always come across with the same passion and enthusiasm I always have but inside I feel like all the positives are just slowly ebbing away bit by bit and it's changing me... I even had one of my team come up to me and ask if I was ok only yesterday which is worrying... I have always been good at keeping the home/work thing separate but if it's becoming obvious to my team as well that something is up I can't ignore that, I told him I appreciated him asking but I was fine and we cracked on.. I will find a way to climb out of this hole because I always have and always will it's just in my nature but it's getting a lot tougher to do than it used to..

No snack is safe anymore!!! I see that little Mia is following in her sisters criminal activities of robbing Grandad at every available opportunity... This is all I see now when I have come back from the shop with supplies and I have to walk past them...

Funny how worries and thoughts play on the mind... could be worries that are not all that obvious or just a period you are going through... Dreaming that you are lost indicates that you have lost your way in life. You need to get back on track. You are unsure where the right way to head is. If you are asking for help it means you realize that you cannot do things on your own and you want people to advise you. On the other hand, you might be places in a new situation that you are still trying to find your way around. If you dream of someone else being lost is suggests some problems you are having finding aspects of yourself. You have lost some aspect, you could notice in that person, which makes up your identity.

You are not alone mate... This week in particular has been a bad one for me personally, had a pretty bad chest infection the past 4 or 5 days and I have been waking up every hour coughing for the last 3 nights and for the life of me can't get any decent sleep and it's been a shift week on for me so I have been drained.. I have also been feeling a bit run down in other respects for the past couple of months and can't quite put my finger on whats wrong.. feel drained of energy and that's not like me at all.. I think having all the kids in the house has not helped as you never seem to get a moments peace and although I love my kids/Grandchildren you just crave a bit of peace and quiet for a change.. I can't help thinking that has something to do with it for me...

Could do with one of them alternatives if you have one please..

Sounds good to me...

New episode of Warrior is out @nudge 'The Tiger and the Fox'

I did have a look around but couldn't find anything on it but has anyone else watched the series Fargo??? got recommended to me by a friend at work last week and have watched both season 1&2 now.. superb

Reuben Loftus-Cheek has been injured as a result of playing this match after only 20 minutes and is now a doubt for the Final..

This bloke decided to set up a motion camera looking at one tree in the forest for an entire year and this is what he captured ...

Thought the Western one was pretty good and 'Chewed Up and Spit out' was fairly brutal from start to finish... The Western took them out of their normal setting which was both interesting and refreshing..

Yea I am enjoying it..

They both came through today... will give them a watch after dinner..

I will..

I still have not seen last weeks yet, normally it will come out a few hours or a day after you notify me but for some reason it's not putting up the new episodes??? all other shows are fine so a bit odd that?? As always though, appreciate the heads up..

Mine was a Black fly so you have the wrong victim already... I can see from the evidence you are going to put forward that I am going to breeze this and the case is going to get laughed out of court and may well end up with you getting a fine for wasting the courts time...

Too late, It's gone, no evidence, no case....

Happy Birthday Men!!! There is a big fat fly buzzing around in my room annoying the shit out of me, when I catch it I am going to bash it's brains in... I managed to punch it as it flew close to me and knocked it against the wall but it got up and flew off... fuck, I must be getting old if I can't even knock a fly out..

I see Freddie Starr has passed away aged 76 Used to be a funny bloke back in the day but his style of comedy didn't fit in well as time went on.. Bet there are hamsters up and down the country breathing a huge sigh of relief.. RIP

About as much use as in indoor hot air balloon....

It's ok... It's a circle of lies!!!

I didn't know that... but then I am not in the circle of trust am I???