Wife comes back tonight after being gone away on Training last week.
It was an unusually emotional week for me. Going back to getting knocked out of the playoffs on a coin flip, I have entered a more difficult tennis league, and so far I'm 4-0, with wins last night, and the night before.
Also, I have been able to do some painting that wife the has wanted done. Since she isn't supposed to be around paint fumes, I feel pretty good with my progress while she has been away.
So, while those are all great things, I found out yesterday that the job that I had interviewed for 3 times, and would a huge move for me and would be a 'dream job' for me, was awarded to another interviewee. It's an odd feeling, as I was personally given the impression that the job was mine, and I don't think I have not gotten a job that I have interviewed for. I probably got too excited about it, and even told a couple of family members and friends about the opportunity. So now I have to go back and let them all know that I didn't get the job. Sucks, and I hate that I tend to beat myself up so much over petty shit like this (I have a kid on the way FFS), and I am embarrassed that I tend to go to dark places in time of turmoil, but luckily kicking some dude's ass in tennis last night and then throwing back a couple of beers seemed to have helped my mood.