Goku de la Boca

Apologies if this isn’t appropriate, I have commented this to Nudge the other day. Since last week I’ve been getting seriously suicidal thoughts, and I’m limiting them the best I can. I’m going to see a professional again in a few days and will talk to him about it all. Basically I feel undervalued, over bullied and misunderstood in life and that has started to hit me. At my house party the other day I had to abandon it and go upstairs because I really felt terribly. Dont worry about me by the way, I’ll be fine in the long term, but this is a miserable time and it’s all happened so suddenly

25!

Just saw this. I do it too, and yeah I don't realize it, but I try to cut it out more than I used too. I felt very uncomfortable last night, also by the fact that 3 people who said they were on the way and I thought were my friends no-showed. I had a good amount of people though so maybe it was a blessing in disguise more didn't go.

Apologies for my behaviour today by the way lads. I strongly disagree with what happened still but I probably shouldn't have reacted in the way I did.

I'm obviously bluffing, apologies. I'm just a bit rattled. I don't mind donating a bit though soon, if I'm not banned by then that is.

I mean, I could still buy the forum while banned. Money talks!

I am tempted to break the bank, buy the forum, ban Phil with superglue + his IP and then return the forum to Rab or whoever owns it. I am considering it.

Last night I had my birthday reunion, late because I could only do it at this point earliest. It just made me realize I should step away from my social life for a bit. Sadly, I lack serious social skills thanks to my conditions but I still feel this can be worked around a bit, and I want to focus on that. Basically I felt constantly interrupted in conversations, and couldn't jump into the others conversations. I know they love me because they gave me a birthday card and cake signed and bought by everyone, but I just felt very uncomfortable and broke down at around 11 PM, to the point I had to abandon and go upstairs. I really enjoy being social, but the only thing that I am truly passionate about is my job, I'm happy where I am and love the person I am, but acknowledge there is still room for improvement. I've decided to go back to therapy just to calmly work on myself a bit more. On the other hand, I made some good food yesterday. Introduced Poutine to most of that group, haha.

It's a hyperbole mate. He pushed above his weight for a bit.

After what Grealish said, he went on the form of his life.

He's an example of the garra guarani. You piss him off and he'll become Maradona for a while.

2 Peruvians in that game. Luis Abram and Miguel Trauco!

Peru cuts ties with Mexico due to the support to Castillo or some shit like that. Kind of feels like a rash decision. I fully was on board with banning Evo Morales, but Mexico is a bit more powerful and useful in that sense.

The awful memories of this

Aired

I got beat to it. Happy birthday @Spike

I might try Poutine a la peruana again and work on making it a bit less greasy. My last attempt:

I had a search for gravy today for my birthday reunion this Saturday and I couldn't find it anywhere. Going to have to make my own batch to make some Poutine. I am also making Tequeños and Manakeesh.

Lets get these rolling again. A few sheep memes upcoming @nudge @Stan @Harry @Lucas @Beelzebub @CaaC (John) @Dr. Gonzo @Pyfish @Eco Trying to understand Sheep answers. 3 for Nudge Lucas seeing him get less points than Nudge and Gonzo despite not getting an ace Dr Gonzo

@Eco @Michael

That one is called Revash. The photo below is Kuelap.

Made my own list correcting this.

I am mostly talking about the MLS rivalries here. The 2 best I think are Seattle Sounders vs Portland Timbers thanks it being the oldest rivalry and dating back to before the MLS was a thing, and Toronto FC vs Montreal Impact for it's backstory and the Quebecois having a historical grudge against people from Ontario, giving it a partizan feeling and authenticity. As for the others, I feel some of them were put just via historical reference and not it's current state. For example, San Lorenzo vs Huracan used to be a great rivalry but nowadays it doesn't attract many people and they don't tend to fill up. This is more Huracan's fault than San Lorenzo however. Also, I genuinely had no idea All Boys has Nueva Chicago as a rival.

Posting this here because it has 2 MLS games on the list. What a shitty list though. I do think there are a few MLS rivalries who can make it (Seattle vs Portland and Toronto FC vs Montreal Impact), but they aren't in it. DC United vs NYRB died when NYCFC started, and "el trafico" is like a few years old to be considered. Very artificial. Aside from that, where is Chivas vs Atlas? All Boys vs Nueva Chicago are rivals? Universitario - Alianza should be top 10 at least. Gremio - Inter is better than Fla/Flu and arguably the 2nd best on the entire list. Blooming vs Oriente Petrolero is too high up. San Lorenzo vs Huracan while historic are not good rivals since they don't fill up those games.

Chachapoyas is a bit of a hidden gem.