Just dropping by to say hello

[Goku de la Boca]

Hey guys!

I know I'm not allowed back and to be honest I don't think I want to either, but I still care for this forum and how it's helped me grow as a person and also develop my football opinions from trial and error.

I wanted to ask the staff to grant me just a few hours on here, all I wanted to do is to drop by and say hello. Personally I've gotten a lot better as a human since I've left, I don't know what happened but advice from a friend at Vancouver Whitecaps helped me focus to get what I wanted and make a career. I work for a club in Peru at the moment, it's my third club in my career and I've also developed as a human. I still am paranoid and have anxiety issues but I am much more confident when talking to people be it new or the usuals. I don't feel as lonely nor depressed, and I'm happy. Yesterday was my best birthday in years as a result of my evolution.

Those who have me on Facebook already know this, this is for those who do not. I've become really happy now and it's been this way for almost a year and a half.

If I'm not granted a few hours, I fully understand, but I'd at least like this post to stay up, because it's coming out of my heart and memory.

Best regards

- Brian

[CaaC (John)+]

17 minutes ago, Yeehaw said:

Hey guys!

I know I'm not allowed back and to be honest I don't think I want to either, but I still care for this forum and how it's helped me grow as a person and also develop my football opinions from trial and error.

I wanted to ask the staff to grant me just a few hours on here, all I wanted to do is to drop by and say hello. Personally I've gotten a lot better as a human since I've left, I don't know what happened but advice from a friend at Vancouver Whitecaps helped me focus to get what I wanted and make a career. I work for a club in Peru at the moment, it's my third club in my career and I've also developed as a human. I still am paranoid and have anxiety issues but I am much more confident when talking to people be it new or the usuals. I don't feel as lonely nor depressed, and I'm happy. Yesterday was my best birthday in years as a result of my evolution.

Those who have me on Facebook already know this, this is for those who do not. I've become really happy now and it's been this way for almost a year and a half.

If I'm not granted a few hours, I fully understand, but I'd at least like this post to stay up, because it's coming out of my heart and memory.

Best regards

- Brian

Lol, Brian, or...... bloody hell, you had that many names on here I have forgotten them all, I bet @Tommywill send you his love and kisses , have you got any grey hairs since you were last on here?

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, CaaC (John) said:

Lol, Brian, or...... bloody hell, you had that many names on here I have forgotten them all, I bet @Tommywill send you his love and kisses , have you got any grey hairs since you were last on here?

I am 25 now, so I'm getting on surely by this point. And yes, that is me, I have gained a lot of weight since then 

[CaaC (John)+]

25 minutes ago, Yeehaw said:

Personally I've gotten a lot better as a human since I've left, I don't know what happened but advice from a friend

I will be honest buddy you said the above so many times before when you were here and then you would blow a fuse and get banned again, I have never had an issue with you but you did not take my advice and others to calm down and walk away from an argument or just never answer but...you know the rest.

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, CaaC (John) said:

I will be honest buddy you said the above so many times before when you were here and then you would blow a fuse and get banned again, I have never had an issue with you but you did not take my advice and others to calm down and walk away from an argument or just never answer but...you know the rest.

I appreciate it. I'll be honest and say I still struggle to maintain a thick skin but I have gotten better at it a little. 

I have the idea that I am not allowed back and I suspect I'll be rebanned shortly, but I honestly just wanted to stop by and give a life update. I've been a part of TFF/TF365 for 4-5 years and most of it during the start of my adult life. I know a few people care about how I'm doing and vice versa with me.

[Tommy]

12 minutes ago, CaaC (John) said:

Lol, Brian, or...... bloody hell, you had that many names on here I have forgotten them all, I bet @Tommywill send you his love and kisses , have you got any grey hairs since you were last on here?

What do I have to do with anything? 

[Stan]

1 minute ago, Tommy said:

What do I have to do with anything? 

Did you take the picture? How did John find that so quickly, from 2017  

[Tommy]

1 minute ago, Stan said:

Did you take the picture? How did John find that so quickly, from 2017  

He probably has files on all of us. 

[Goku de la Boca]

Anyways hopefully I have a few hours on here. If so, I appreciate it.

If you have any life update questions go ahead and ask, happy to update  

[Rab]

Who's your choice for the new prime minister of Scotland?

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, Rab said:

Who's your choice for the new prime minister of Scotland?

Erm, can't say I recognize Scottish politics. Douglas Ross I guess?

[Rab]

Just now, Yeehaw said:

Erm, can't say I recognize Scottish politics. Douglas Ross I guess?

Celtic fans love you.

[Tommy]

A short view back to the past. Thirty years ago, Niki Lauda told us ‘take a monkey, place him into the cockpit and he is able to drive the car.’ Thirty years later, Sebastian told us ‘I had to start my car like a computer, it’s very complicated.’ And Nico Rosberg said that during the race – I don’t remember what race –  he pressed the wrong button on the wheel. Question for you: is Formula One driving today too complicated with twenty and more buttons on the wheel, are you too much under effort, under pressure? What are your wishes for the future concerning the technical programme during the race? Less buttons, more? Or less and more communication with your engineers?

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, Rab said:

Celtic fans love you.

I do like Ange Postecoglu tbh

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, Tommy said:

A short view back to the past. Thirty years ago, Niki Lauda told us ‘take a monkey, place him into the cockpit and he is able to drive the car.’ Thirty years later, Sebastian told us ‘I had to start my car like a computer, it’s very complicated.’ And Nico Rosberg said that during the race – I don’t remember what race –  he pressed the wrong button on the wheel. Question for you: is Formula One driving today too complicated with twenty and more buttons on the wheel, are you too much under effort, under pressure? What are your wishes for the future concerning the technical programme during the race? Less buttons, more? Or less and more communication with your engineers?

I don't see how these are life updating questions, these are riddles! I'll just say less buttons because it'll make it easier for me to understand, I'm clueless on racing haha

[CaaC (John)+]

 

12 minutes ago, Yeehaw said:

Anyways hopefully I have a few hours on here. If so, I appreciate it.

If you have any life update questions go ahead and ask, happy to update  

Still in Hawaii? 

[Tommy]

Fucking hell, John. 

[Goku de la Boca]

Just now, CaaC (John) said:

 

Still in Hawaii? 

I mean, if I stayed 2 more months I would have had to switch thanks to the USA/Canada border shutting back then for COVID. That could have been a blessing in disguise 

[CaaC (John)+]

3 minutes ago, Tommy said:

Fucking hell, John. 

What?  

[Stan]

22 minutes ago, Tommy said:

He probably has files on all of us. 

It's creepy. 

[Stan]

5 minutes ago, CaaC (John) said:

What?  

It's weird. 

[Pyfish+]

I feel a Netflix drama coming along entitled 'The CaaC (John) Files'

[CaaC (John)+]

1 minute ago, Pyfish said:

I feel a Netflix drama coming along entitled 'The CaaC (John) Files'

Call it the Members Pictures X Files 

 

[Dr. Gonzo]

Do you still want to open a place that sells that food?

What do you do for this football club?

[Goku de la Boca]

1 hour ago, Dr. Gonzo said:

Do you still want to open a place that sells that food?

What do you do for this football club?

1. Good question, I was very close to opening a remote Tequeños business but I had a few football ideas that would’ve made more sense for investment, so I fell back on it.

2. Next opposition analyst. I was a scout for my first 2 clubs but now for Carlos Mannucci, their manager who I worked with at Alianza Atlético changed clubs and hired me. So it’s been neat to help impact my team.